There’s possibly a million other factors that can come into play to explain the existing silence that’s growing between myself and another individual- but frankly there’s just one factor the speaks the loudest in my mind- and that factor is pushing me away faster than most other aspects that have nearly shoved me away in the past. Straight answers are hard to find, and I’m growing impatient with the routines that have taken place with the attempts I’ve taken to grow close to this individual.

Point is, I’m very cautious, maybe too cautious for my own good- and when I find myself taking steps back more times than I should you might just find me close lining people to get to the nearest exit asap.

If I can protect my heart with my pride, I will.